This book is not really a novel, but rather a compilation of short reflections I did back in when I was a sophomore in college for our theology class. For me, there’s nothing really special about the reflections I wrote, but the context of it all is my professor at the time judged me as being a so-called satanist.

In fairness to him, I dressed in all black, with long hair with crucifix earrings and an inverted cross as a necklace. Little did he know I was just trying to look like that, embodying a character from one of my dark comics called Satan High. And yes, if you did ask me at the time, I would’ve answered I was an anti-Christ, but if I can be totally honest, deep inside I still believed in Christ and was deeply devoted to God.

I was still confused at the time, sometimes even if we know the right path from the get-go, we still want to explore different things and beliefs. At the time, I thought being a Satanist and looking the part was “cool” but when I was left to my own devices, examining things for my self and deciding what to do, I didn’t do anything relatively evil, I just looked the part of being a Satanist, but in my heart was still my allegiance wit God.

And so I share with you the story of my reflections and what my professor then did upon reading about who I really was. May they also guide you to the right path, the only true way to God, Jesus Christ.